Random thoughts...

It seems I'm only good at blogging when my mood is poor.

Love is everything or nothing at all....

I can't figure out what makes me happy or what I want out of life but I'm supposed to figure out how to keep others happy?  :/

EW!

I have a skin tag.  Gross right?  I know.  But truth is I never think of it much until it shows itself.  And even then I think its no big deal, its skin, why do I care about this small imperfection on my body?  But I do feel differently since someone pointed it out, and since that time, they continue to point it out.  Now I feel compelled to get rid of it.  Obviously if someone else can see it and point it out (and remind me that its there) everyone can.  I don’t want everyone to see my flaw.

We are we as humans, all of us, everyone.  Why are we all so concerned with others seeing our flaws.  Why are we not more accepting of each other?  My lack of perfection, my struggle to be better makes me who I am.  I want, I think like everyone else, to be loved and accepted with all of my imperfections and struggles.  On this, my life’s journey, I accept you flaws and all, even if you too have a skin tag. 

Focus

Lately, I’ve been feeling like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole.  We all know that old adage right?  Problem is, I like being square.  I don’t necessarily want to fit into a round hole.  But, life’s like that and its teaching me that things might not always be about me and what I want.  In fact usually that’s the case.  Sometimes you have to be a conformist if you will.  The last few days I’ve been repeatedly saying to myself; “talk less and listen more.”  For an even longer time I’ve thought to myself “what have you done for someone else today?”  Things seem to get muddled so easily in my brain, when that happens, and it happens often, I become frustrated.  Once frustrated I seek out happiness, contentment and a how do I avoid ever feeling this way again–type of mood  It’s a cycle, not one I’m necessarily proud of.  I guess my point here (I’m taking the long way to make it) is that maybe listening and giving is the answer.  I believe if you focus on others, helping, listening to, just being a friend, whatever the case may be, and take the focus off of yourself and your own “issues” all in all you’ll feel better.  Likely actually BE better!  On that note, I do hope I’ve listened more and done something for someone other than myself today.  The days not over I still have time!